I wished you're mine , and I can demand for the time I need with you , for the time to say I love you and really mean it and the time you with me. I wish we're always be together and everyone is talking about us. I miss the way you call me honey. I miss the way your voice whispering and enter through my ear. I miss the way you want my kiss. I miss the way you've being a bitch. I miss the way you miss me. I miss the way it is SUPPOSED TO BE !
But all this while , Im sitting here , waiting for you. Anytime you need , I will always by your side. And I know you are not mine and Im pretending you're mine and Im sorry ... Im sorry for being a jerk , for being the so-annoying-girl for you , Im sorry for everything. And I know everything to me for you is nothing. And I will always bear that in my mind. I really hope you miss me too the way I did.If you want to buy a flawless vase but you can't afford it , you can't force yourself to buy at that time.
You have to keep your benjamin for years. And that's what Im gonna do. If you find out me with another guy ? Don't worry , my heart will be in the dark crevasse of yours.
I left my heart with you , please keep an eye and good care on it.
