Contingency

I'm proudly represented myself of mine is on HIATUS :)

" Be proud of me because I'm busy ! "

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Gulag

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST FRIEND , IRDINA :D

You're fourteen ! Be proud of it :) Oh I hope you enjoy the things going. God bless you !


So , hye.
It's quite a while I didn't post a new story. Yeah , perhaps the factors are :-
 1. No one would listen or read
2. Wasting my time
3. I'm getting lazy

So like yeah , highlight on the third. I'm getting lazy. At the commencement of year I was so hoping that I would not appear the word LAZY in my dictionary of life. So now , I realize , it exist since beginning of my awesome fourteen. Great huh?

Plus , my dad bought me a new laptop. It's great , yeah. Oh yes , I'm not started my homework yet. Dammit !

One word for me to describe my life , miserable. I have no idea what to do , what to think or take some actions. But I'm hoping tomorrow everything is settle.

Yesterday we had Cross-Country 2010 in our school. I'm not running because I got a bad asthma. All my friends were running :) I'm proud of you guys ♥

I'm blind in a circle of your eyes. Didn't I ?

Down and up

Whashup whashup ladiesh ?

So , just now I went for TAEKWONDO ! It was fun ! A hell fun , no really I mean it :D The teacher Darshini was so cool. And now Im so tired :) Like , never mind. So yeah.
Oh , yeah. I loveeeee my name. Dini :D It makes me an innocent lass :D

I live my life to the fullest. And I'm struggle for it. How bout you ?

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Yeah , you were right

As a stalker , how many days that Im not updating this blog thing ? Im quite busy lately. Yeah busy like a bee ! :D And all my friends said Im moody and all those not-happy-thing. Hahaha !

Just to remind , IM FINE :D ! Healthy as a horse ! Im more to study now , staying back now and managing myself now. I want to be a BETTER ME from week to week. Im not a young girl that loveees to sit inside a room and lock herself in it , doesn't know anything about this world , no idea what's going on ...

For me , I'm a big girl. I want to change myself. No one else ask me to do that. When I say I want to change , that's mean I want. If I said I want to be friends with everyone , I want to be. Is that a crime in your eyes ?

I want to be the old me. Honest , Loyal , make friends with everyone , straight 'A's in exams and stick in the decision I made. I don't want to follow your butt. I have mine too. Why I have to be like you ? A jerk , not-happy person and the worst part is , GIVE INSTRUCTIONS TO PEOPLE. Who you think you are ? See what class are you in ? See what class is she now ? The one you malice a bunch. Stop saying that Im changing , bla bla bla. You have NO RIGHT AT ALL to say that. Im doing a great job , not a crime. I repeat, NOT A CRIME. Even my own mother said nothing about this.

What do you want ? Make me your own personal slave ? Excuse me , you are in definite WRONG. I have myself , my heart. Not just only you got everything.

you know you love me ,

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14 chicks ♥

Hey hey heeeeeeeeey ,
Okay now I would to wish happy birthday to my awesome friends. Yeaaah I know it's a day late but nvm :) 
So , they are Farihin and Wanie ♥ Like omg , I laff them so much :) They make me laugh in every second :) 

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY  FARIHIN :D

Keep me laugh even more , innocent bird ! :D

And also ♥

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY WANIE :D

You're the best among the rest baby :)

I love you guys so much :) Like omg , YOU ARE FINALLY FOURTEEEEEEEN :D ! HAHAHA ♥

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zero doubtness

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

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SCHOLL. Did I spelled it wrongly ?

Heeeey :)

So , whaddup dawg ? School was cool. Yeaaah , 'cool'. So relaxing here and there , the birds twitting -.- Aw like we're in heaven (!) , doesn't we ?

Then the hell comes. Agama bored me up. Ustazah Zubaidah is so not cool -.- Asked all of us to hafal this ayat lah apa lah.

But naaaaaah , nvm. I'll get used to it , later :D

Oh yeaaah , Shasha WASH-SHO disturbing me when I'm trying to memorize them. She's sitting beside Alia -.- Yeah I was like merepek a lot :P

Onwards , my English teacher was-totally-sucks. No doubt about it (!) She is so strict woman -.- Fortunately , Mrs George unlike Pn Ghazila. Yes , cooler than that :D

And now ? Im here , updating blog. Tired. But I've got work to do so , until here then. Byeee !

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Vault 101

Hello :)
Yeah , tomorrow is a school day. Everybody knows that. And I'm not over-excited. Just normal -o- Like nothing happen. Idk why :O It's not a big deal , doesn't it ?
So yeaaaaah , just now I went to Sunway Piramid -.- This morning I went to OU -.- And I have my broken leg. Lol Im so tireeeeeeeeeeeeed -.-

New year , new era , new fresh air , new friends , new stories , new teachers , new class , new attitude , new sick blog page , old crazy friends and

NEW ME AND BITCH IM BACK

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L-O-V-E is just another word that translate in a feeling

Hello :)

This drug I made specially for ... yeah you know who. Ze awezome gurlzz of my life I've been with in my 2009. Zaza , Farihin , Farah , Shasha and Aidaaaaaaaaa <3

Thank you so much for being my cwazey friends 8D I just wanna apology to every single one of you. No doubt Im a jerk , right ? A real bitch in your year haha :D I really am happy with you guys in every second we were together <3 Laughing , crazying , camwhore and all the silly lily stuff ;')

You are the place for me to release my tension and for shoulder to cry on.

Zaza , the place for me to ask every single thing about education lol 8D For me , she's so polite in outside , but she's the freakiest , craziest , no-brain lass I ever met :D It's a good thing ya know :D

Farihin , the innocent bird 8D Always make me smile but sometimes in our 'tribe' she's the most childish lah >,< Hahaha :D

*IM JOKING YOU LITTLE BIRD OMG I HAVE SO MANY SINS WITH THIS CREATURE LAH HAHA :D

Farah ? Yeah the girl who always be there for me :') Thanks babe. She's a really good friend you know. HEY I MEAN IT 8D Nothing much for me to talk about because she's okay :)

Shasha , the bomb of my loife :D Fullstop man

Aidaaaaaaaaa <3 , I really love her :') Best friend forever baby. I always laff you

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New epoch

I know it's kinda late for me too say

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Yesh , officially a teenager now haha :D It's a boring first day of 2010. But , replaced with today :D We went to Alamanda Putrajaya around 6pm. Manhatten Fish Market was the place for dinner to us :D And so we walked and walked , mum and dad were busy searching the Surau. Found it , they left me at MPH :) The Surau just next door -__- Then we met Tok Usu Singapore :D My mum was so itching to meet them :D Yeah , hugging bla bla bla .. we moved our butt to BIG APPLE :D YESHH IM SHO FAT NOW HAHA :D Hey , I got something for youall :) Just shut up and hang yr mouth open and say OMG , kay ?

  Yeah I cutted it :)

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Gay -,-

Comes to my head out of the blue

A holi a day keeps your moneeeey away :D

what's my other choice ?

You're killing me bee , don't do this ...

Am I not perfect enough ?

Or am I not good enough ?
Or maybe Im not beautiful enough ?
What did she have that Im not ?
I tried so hard to be the girl that exact you one , but seems you can't see my effort.
And now the radio and the tv are all sarcastically songs playing to me.
Is this what you want ?
Killing me into pieces can make you happy , aren't you ?

It's not your fault then.
Forgive me ...

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JYEAH

Hello ;)

So ysterday , I went Pekeliling , sent my aunt to go her homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D Before that , my cousin and me was camwhoring :D Kakcik bila dah dapat camera ... ths is going to happen.

HAHAHA , the most GEMPAK cousin I ever had :) Love ya <3

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